Water For Your Garden

I know who I am
and happily hide
‘cause I’m a jerk
bizzarre
backward
in more ways than one

I know you love me
cheerleading the real
curious what I truly think
yearning for my engagement

But every time I come out
you turn jerk me away
asking for polite
considerate
sensitive

I’d rather not be lonely
rather not alone
so I’ll buckle
and give you sweet
letting the prick within
cower and hide

But when you see me fume
wrestling in silence
know I’m just listening
to inner me
piss all over your desires
Just give me a sec to
filter all that urine into
water for your garden